| Monday, February 8th, 2010 |
| 10:30 pm |
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| Sunday, February 7th, 2010 |
| 11:50 pm |
FANFICTION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Love and Despair: Part 1
This is technically a spoiler for AYNBtM, but it could equally stand on its own. But I really wanted to use the new bannerz that ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) greeneyespurple made for me so nyah! This concept has been floating in my head for years, since I very first started writing All Your Nights Belong to Me and tonight it was ready to be written. The final piece of the puzzle that clicked everything in to place was inspired by lolitalockhart and while it may not be obvious at first, by the end of this spoiler series you'll know why I've dedicated it to you, lolitalockhart. Title: Love and Despair Style: Prose Genre: Drama Words: 474 Rating: R Length: Drabble Pairings: Beckington Warnings: Death and Bodily Fluids. And Spoilers! Authoress: cassiopaya Characters: Weatherby Swann, James Norrington, Estrella, Cutler Beckett, etc. Disclaimer: Not mine. Dedication: lolitalockhart Special Thanks: greeneyespurple Series: AYNBtM Notes: Part 1, Weatherby Swann’s life is in danger and he must flee Port Royal. *** ( Not for the faint of heart... ) |
| Saturday, February 6th, 2010 |
| 1:32 pm |
Bad News
Last night I dreamed one of my incisors fell out and I cradled it in my hand trying to find a dentist that could put it back in and each dentist said, "No," they could not put it back in, it was gone forever. This morning my Uncle called and my Aunt Barb, related by marriage, had died in the night of her cancer. She was always very kind to me and I will never forget her. |
| Friday, February 5th, 2010 |
| 1:28 am |
NEWS, NEWS, NEWS!
I haz good newz. I haz been neglecting my fanfix. I will post moar later. And now 4 some i candy.
Look! greeneyespurple made me bannerz for AYNBtM. Here iz 1:
EPIC WIN! |
| Thursday, February 4th, 2010 |
| 8:15 pm |
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| Wednesday, February 3rd, 2010 |
| 10:24 pm |
Fuck.
I've been attempting to certify for unemployment benefits all fucking day and it hasn't worked on either teleserve or the on-line certification system. My bank account is so fucked. |
| Tuesday, February 2nd, 2010 |
| 3:53 pm |
OMG SO ENRAGED
MORE ON THIS WHEN I RETURN FROM VOTING A ND CLASS TONIGHT. |
| Sunday, January 31st, 2010 |
| 8:32 pm |
I have a busy day tomorrow.
First, I have an application and test to perform in order to qualify as a potential Census taker @ 1PM. Next, I have an apt. at the Dentist for my 6 month cleaning and check-up @ 5PM. Then, I have metalsmithing @ 6:30PM. Finally, I have to take an on-line quiz before midnight. Thus, I am going to bed. Good night, sweet flist! |
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| 5:50 am |
Sleep = Weird Dreams
The other night I dreamed that Cutler Beckett was meddling in the Austrian War of Secession*...the details are fuzzy because the main story line of the dream had to do with a lake that was home to a colony of feral dogs. Last night I dreamed about an old, silent, B&W film (it only exists in my mind, unfortunately, so don't go looking for it at IMDB.com) that had been deconstructed to reveal that the vampire had attacked and turned the movie's heroine into a fledgling vampire because the vampire represented the patriarchal heterosexual mainstream who was trying to reign in the egalitarian homosexual heroine. In the end the vampire didn't win. Which was very interesting considering that the film was from the '20s and was now considered quite subversive. It was an excellent and thought provoking dream. Although, I have to be honest, if I had been the heroine, I totally would have gone hetero for the vampire. I'm just sayin'... Speaking of switching sexualities, if I had been born a man I totally would have gone gay for Brent Corrigan. I'm just sayin'... THE MOST INTERESTING MOMENT OF LAST NIGHT'S DREAM: Some professor in my head was touting that English was the Language of Sorrow. That it was only English that could properly convey the profundity of the melancholy of humanity. I'm wondering where the hell I got this from, has anyone else heard of this before? Edited on 01/31/10: *I can't believe you guys didn't catch me on this one! SHAME ON YOU, FLIST! What I meant to say was the Austrian War of Succession. My bad. |
| Saturday, January 30th, 2010 |
| 5:49 am |
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| Friday, January 29th, 2010 |
| 6:55 am |
I am going on a date today!
Ladies and gents, I am 26.5 years old and I'm going on my first date in 13 years. We are going to met for lunch, possibly being followed by a movie. Wish me luck. |
| 4:13 am |
Remember Lockport Township High School?
I was doing some research about it and guess what I found out! Are you sitting down? If not, you should be, this shit will floor you. Lockport Township High School teaches their students that oral sex is not sex. I shit you not. Personally, the thought of oral sex =/= sex as part of the school's curriculum makes me shit bricks. No wonder that district and those students have such a negative image throughout the greater community. |
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| Thursday, January 28th, 2010 |
| 1:24 pm |
GOOD NEWS!
My Gramps' bone marrow test came back with great results! He will not need a bone marrow transplant and he might start chemo again as early as next week! Also, my Grama's biopsy on her brain tumor occurred without complications. We won't know the results until next week. ^_^ |
| 1:19 pm |
It's days like these...
That seriously make me question my desire to teach. And really, it isn't the shitty students, it's the fact that the adults cover for them by covering for the reputation of the school over individuals as human beings...but I should already know this considering I lived through high school myself. The corruption is really disheartening and I wonder if it's just in Illinois or if it's everywhere in the US. I remember following sampaguita_blue's trials and tribulations with Education in California and I wonder if I've wasted time and money on a worthless "teaching career" and wondering where I should go next. I think I need to get out of Illinois. The State is corrupt. The police are corrupt. The schools are corrupt. I find I no longer have faith in this state. I think it's time to GET THE FUCK OUT. The only problem is that there may be no getting out because it is like this everywhere. |
| 1:04 pm |
Subbed for Lockport Township High School East Campus Today
NEVER FUCKING DOING THAT AGAIN. I was threatened with bodily harm numerous times before being pulled out and sent home by the Chairwoman and Vice Principal. It's not just because they were high school students, its because they're really ignorant and violent high school students. The bright side is that I still get paid for a full day. |
| Tuesday, January 26th, 2010 |
| 9:16 am |
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| 8:46 am |
I haz a breakthrough!
So, last night I was in the "thinking room" aka the bathroom when the next part of AYNBtM just starts coming to me in waves. The chapter I have been fighting with suddenly rolls my way and bam! I've got my legal pad in the tub with me scribling furiously. And people think it's silly to keep pencils and notebads in the magazine rack! You know what the problem was? I kept trying to tell the chapter from James' POV...this chapter is *so* Mercer's chapter and when I started seeing the scene through his eyes it all came together: plot, mood, charater development, hawt smex, action, detail...did I mention the hot sex? YEAH!!!!!!!!!!! |
| Sunday, January 24th, 2010 |
| 9:49 am |
Comment Fic Repost
Title: All is Fair Style: Prose Genre: Drama Words: 50 Rating: R Length: Drabble Prompt: sunsetdawn20’s “Scarlett & Giselle’s seduction techniques.” Pairings: None Warnings: Prostitution Authoress: cassiopaya Characters: Scarlet and Giselle Disclaimer: Not mine. Notes: A ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif) cutler_beckett comment fic, whee! 50 Words of Fucking Awesome! *** ( Read more... ) |
